Making the Leap of Faith in the Face of Fear, Disadvantage and Discontentment

The question I asked my Lord regarding a pressing, mysterious matter was whether it makes sense to make a 360 degree turn around from a certain objective..of which will not be named at the moment. I spoke in Spirit to determine whether a 360 degree turn around would be 'more strenuous than advantageous'....because obviously; I can do it - but whether breaking the current 'algorithm' is for the current time remains a question.... I am open to the suggestion of lowering a specific barrier in front of opportunities if indeed, the entire path is molded into something that fits my motto and is a transformative path altogether. I know that it certainly may be a possibility; especially given my 'track record' with such a mindset. 

I know that because it is my motto to make leaps that others would not understand. I know that in the dramatic leaps some would call it 'Insane'..but I do not care - because the most prolific and significant successors are those made by a certain self-discipline..a mindset not brought about by Privilege and Resources alone ...but by hardship and sacrifice.... Sometimes you simply have to investigate and go the extra mile; sometimes it's simply about using a very specific coordination of Instincts coupled with Insight.

I know that the ultimate Providence is the highest form of sobriety; A separation from the thoughts and of the viewpoints we are conditioned to consume. I know that the Ultimate Providence is the knowing that  I am made a Prodigy by Precedent,..and I know that straying from that precedent would defeat the point of my entire Commitment. 

Yet I wonder if the the 'new' objective should aim to parallel/replicate the same 'Initiatory Transition' as the one years ago.  I wonder, but then I don't..because I know that your diversion is not always one of aggravated countenance but rather onee of 'timing'...I know fully , that your first example is the one that should stick - and indeed it does...indeed I wonder how many of my fragments sent by light - and then by vanity - end up as light again - despite wishing for certain 'storms'.... now I look back on my objective again - continuing forth, seeing that I have not a disdain for the 'algorithm' we speak of but a justification for keeping it there... but I also, again, am keeping an open-mind as to the possibilities of that algorithm being slightly altered - if it so benefit the ultimate outcome for myself and others; if the benefits outweigh the risks...my risk assessment - because of you , God, is almost always spot On...but I don't know all the outcomes... I admit that - I don't always know how you plan to transform things but I do know that we have a connection ..we always have, I know that my continuance and my Altruism towards specific individuals whom I will not name at the moment in this post..but these individuals are not on the receiving point of my altruism because of one reason or another...not because of any personal emotional or false-triumphant connection but because I seek to see the outward manifestations of my willpower...because I see that you have penetrated the most unlikely souls - and because of my willpower and open-mindedness to your teachings... I am now confident that my actions; are written for some reason or another...and some things simply aren't coincidences... ;)

I am one to set aside generalizations and assumptions but my Instincts do not defy me, usually...I've found - that more often than not - things ..for whatever reason - have been turning out better than I expect them to - which brings my mind at peace as to the possibilities yet again...these candidates in whom I have secured as my 'Inner-Circle' of a temporary shortcut or medium to success - are also representing some degree of your favor for me. But moreso, they are representing vast opportunities; opportunities that others would not see as logical because of their closed-mindedness...thus - I write all of this as a matter of Faith...and as proof - proof of my heart, and of our Precedent -

....as I have risen at midnight to thank you as I always do - for the life and strength and advantage you have given me - so much that no matter the situation - I know that you will find the way...distortion and ignorance can not prosper - and disperceptions can not predominate my destiny nor those I come into contact with at the given times - some meetings are purely those meaning to expand the emphasis and sensitivity towards alternative means of sanctification - some interactions I have with unnamed characters are thus not just an expansion , not just a test, not just about this blog's proliferation...not just about knowledge either...but a message from me to you God - that I am well aware of the opportunities - and sometimes the best form of sincerity is to forgive and to strengthen those who have never understood the concept of forgiveness and true spiritual strength...sometimes this precedent is the one that molds opportunities = not from Vain.Altruism - but by Insight,  Motivation and Amendment.


The message was spoken by heart from 12 a.m exactly to 12;17 am and posted thereafter one of my favorite TV Shows...having Faith I would recollect the words despite not writing them down.  ;)

Indoctrinated Bastard (Area-1255's Urban / Modern Era Dictionary)

† •=•  Indoctrinated Bastard •=• †

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DEFINITION : A man who's views are biased based on their indoctrination. 

URBAN/MODERN Summary : A fool who has risen up without fully understanding what or whom they fight for or in who's views are based only on their upbringing and who they have been exposed to; A narrow-minded individual; who's mind is narrow and to whom is also 'set in their ways'.

A.E.S - Alien Endeavor Syndrome

I was once described as pursuing 'non-human'endeavors... rather attributed with the innovations of it's tactical definition. I often had an imagination that would spur up some fascinating conversations..yet as I child these things were of a different emotion then they are now...now they are just work. But...passionate instances of my work - they still imbue me with power I have seen myself replicating as a Child.

                                            A . E . S

Remember it - because when it becomes mainstream - you'll be hearing A LOT OF IT!

            NOTE : This is a hypothetical/theoretical definition for a term yet to be defined - this is simply Innovation & Output.

An A.E.S is a molding of entities; it is the process of objective-oriented thinking which utilizes multiple 'bridges' as a means for progress; these bridges include unlikey candidates to be seen as 'subjects to transform' - people who have been lost in darkness one way or another are now subjects to be recreated. Then these same individuals are utilized for their functional insights; and as a peak collaborator of 'added' power to my soul. The commander of SP - he in whom holds the secrets of the ancients gains access to the core partitions - and consumes the energy ((dark or light)) of these forgotten subjects...in which time the man of perfection utilizes these energies to build his final biological platform  - in which now becomes the 'true' supplement to my existence - no longer just food or herbs; but now . Through spiritual power I consume the encoding of each person and use it to envelop my 'final energy' - obtaining absolute perfection by proxy. Once I gain my title back by consuming the energies of exactly 8 strung out individuals; I will then be able to gain a final immunity to those who claim to be 'justified' - allowing me to ascend to my throne and gain power over all.

NOTE : This is in a poetic sense; a reflection of a personna of whom can be alternatively nicknamed in their 'style' - and thus does not reflect MY actual thoughts but rather the attempted 'deliverance' of those who use a distorted version of the original motto.

ElectroKinetic KickBacks ; People of Great Intellect should Expect Resistance

I have always been a huge believer in willpower; even supernatural willpower. I believe progress in Life is determined by a precise coordination of stability, Resilience and determination. I believe though, that sometimes, unexpected dilemmas and unfortunate circumstances obstruct us  - especially the best of us...but I believe this is in part; because a 'higher level' of integrity is intimidating to 'average' individuals. I believe that within a powerful Spirit, a solid mentality, and great amounts of knowledge; these individuals possessed of extraordinary intelligence and those deemed 'Child Prodigy's' should continue freely...but expect resistance. The best of us should function under rigorous discipline and even a relentless altitude. 

Electrokinetic kickback is the occurrence of mental conflict between two or more parties which constitutes opposite mentalities and the recruitment of spiritual vendetta's .

Of which spirit represents 'conscience' and intentions; dually parallel to  the functional integration of lost dark and light entities of which some would refer to as 'Angels' and 'Demons'. These Spirits though, are the conscience of our being - the determinant of the amplitude but not the core existence of our thoughts.

Natural Treatments for Alzheimer's Disease (AD) (Evidence-Based and Synergistic / Non-Opposing to Medications)

I believe that the majority of people who are really into health ; especially with something as delicate as the human brain - deserve something a little more intricate than articles like this which suggest that "B12 and Cinnamon are among the most effective remedies for AD)...though they may have slight benefits - they are far too general and the referenced studies fail to show any superiority to control medicines nor significant augmentation in which would be superior to the below remedies...of which have far more 'broad functions' and can target the disease progression at it's core. 

PLEASE NOTE: That none of this information is intended to replace the advice of a Physician and all attempted remedies should be evaluated by your G.P before using them. These should not be used against the advice of a Physician but may be used as augmentation to current medications - assuming they conform to the regimen and do not hold any significant adverse interactions.


1.) Turmeric (Curcumin) 
This is the first major anti-AD ingredient on the list for many reasons. The first would be that studies have shown it to directly degrade and remove BETA-AMYLOID plaques from the brain and these exact proteins are of the largest causative factors in the pathophysiology/etiology of  Alzheimer's Disease / Dementia. 

Turmeric extracts with a high curcumin percentage (>95 %) may thus confer  complete cellular and tissue protection on a level that exceeds simple neurotransmitter systems. 

However, Curcumin and related compounds also increase Acetylcholine by preventing it's breakdown (!) - and this mechanism IS shared by anti-dementia drugs such as Donepezil. 
Because of this - dose adjustment may be necessary in order to prevent excessive acetylcholine accumulation by the combination of herbal and pharmaceutical medications. It should be noted though, that although Curcuminoids; according to the study - have this mechanism, that they are not incredibly potent in this regard and so significant adverse reactions are unlikely, but it again, depends on the dose and duration of AD medication. 

Finally, Curcumin may have beneficial effects on dopamine receptor concentration; as indicated in it's ability to modulate diabetes and NDG induced changes in neuronal systems (*!*) This is further reinforced in it's ability to protect dopamine neurons from damage and cell death and in it's ability to reverse some anti-psychotic drug induced side-effects. (!~!)

My recommended Turmeric product which conforms to the extracts/specifications used in the studies is below. It's expensive, but it's worth it...free of allergens, preservatives, impurities and certified Organic.
                                                                   

  **INTERESTING NOTES**

Turmeric appears to increase yawning in response to dopamine agonist drugs such as Apomorphine. 

Turmeric may increase skeletal muscle protein synthesis and glucose uptake in muscle; thus alleviating muscle-wasting to an extent and possibly proving of use in bodybuilders or strength athletes.

^ This is done by activating MUSCARINIC acetylcholine (M1-receptors) in skeletal muscle and thus Turmeric and it's constitutes can be seen as natural/herbal M1-muscarinic agonists ^

2.) Bacopa Monnieri Extract
Bacopa is an interesting and efficacious natural / herbal anti-dementia agent for a number of reasons.
First, it has been tested in models of Diazepam induced amnesia/memory impairment with success (!) and it also counters scopolamine induced memory impairment - which indicates that Bacopa counters adverse effects of both benzodiazepines and other impairment agents with clinical application (!).

Second, the mechanisms by which Bacopa can alleviate various forms of memory impairment are very diverse; including both antioxidant and neurotransmitter changes (!). 

                                       THE HARD SCIENCE

Bacopa appears to antagonize the 5-HT6 serotonin receptors; which essentially means it can help to block negative effects of the neurotransmitter serotonin in regards to memory(!). 

Bacopa exhibits agonistic (activating) effects on the serotonin 5-HT1A receptor (!) and may also modulate the serotonin 5-HT3 receptors (!) ; this may explain the reason why Bacopa is shown to have anti-depressant and anti-anxiety effects as well...thus in those patients/Affected with Alzheimer's / Dementia as well as anxiety disorders and temperament issues - bacopa may be a vital alternative or add-on to current therapy.

Bacopa may also protect against 5-HT2C upregulation induced by pilocarpine and other substances; thus balancing the serotonergic cell systems under specific conditions (!). Bacopa also can reverse decrements/downregulation of NMDA-glutamate receptor function but yet ALSO protect against excessive glutamate activity; this introduces bacopa as a novel glutamate 'balancing' substance (1) (2).

Like Turmeric, Bacopa also protects against beta-amyloid induced neuron degeneratoin - which elucidates it as a multi-modal and brain permeative protective herbal extract.



My recommended Bacopa extract is below. Good price, excellent quality! This can also help with school studies and excellent on the day of an exam as well as for neurodegenerative disorders..my Aunt takes this as well as several other relatives of mine and have noticed very remarkable improvements with really no side-effects... also compared to other , more stimulating herbs, Bacopa is more 'serene' and thus airs a very peaceful , focused feeling.

                                                                     

**OTHER CITATIONS/REFERENCES**

Neuropharmacological Review of the Nootropic Herb Bacopa monnieri

The Final Mental Plateau - Surpassing my Predecessors (AMx ReBorN) Oct 2 2015 Poem of Renewal

I have come so far with so much to gain - and knowledge to entertain..I often encounter obstruction, diversion and moments of staying almost 'too still'...but yet my will remains! Even with disruption though one thing is for sure, the most unkind movements often are only diversions from the most unkind of atmospheres - but I will have it known that those very atmospheres are also within our individual momentums and subject to our perception and resolve.

I have learned so much and the battle's that I have been through are nothing short of amazing...I could say that I am not proud of everything I have done in the past - but the reality is I do not regret any of it because of what it has contributed to my being, now...to what I know now...sometimes I am so amazed at what I have become in a few short years that I wonder if one night, I went to sleep and was suddenly, well...influenced to become..something, someone, much greater than myself..it's almost as if the world I live in is surreal - that I have woken up following the embarking upon a vast almost interminable  land of knowledge - one that would take over 20 years to gain benefit from under 'normal circumstances'...it's as if suddenly a whole wealth of knowledge of both light and dark was granted to me nearly overnight... But  I believe that the reality is God; a provider of wisdom, is merely doing this to accommodate me after years of hardship because he knows... I have a mission..and so do my ancestors; my predecessors..whom look after me and see what I can become, what I may be up against..but, I also...well...


I also believe my ancestors are applauding me in my efforts, I believe that they are fighting for me. I believe they have risen their hand to my enemies, they have encouraged me... and even though I often despise those who have born me. I also know - that these events were inequivocally necessary for a new wave of strength to come to those who have unveiled my existence.

I  have seen even begun to understand the coordination of knowledges and spiritual momentum that my forefathers and predecessors, and ancestors have not completely understood or mastered....I do not know it all nor claim to - but I am seeing a connection...but, sometimes this connection is less elucidated than others and.... I am made by now  by a new sense of discipline which is still being tempered after moments of massive conflict but equally massive triumph...!

Though I ,.. so much in struggle and sacrifice, and sufferage and enmity and  Rumination and misperception, have become firmly emboldened , made fearless and understanding... my endeavors have proven me a successor and one who recognizes all of the pieces of my true past, my true spirit, and in reality and truth the illusions are finally lifted...on this night, October 2nd, 2015..which is really technically the 'night' of the 1st - is actually the second...well on this night I realized that...

Even though I can be seen as a biological miracle, even though I continuously see myself reaching to become the epitome of human perfection. I also reach for the fragments of my childhood, those energy-bursting moments of glee and ecstatic and furious enthusiasm. I reach for them because it is those fragments that will find me the most invigorating patterns of kinetic fuel. It is the nearing the darkest times of the world..but I have seen a great future - these are the moments that will matter...

I always tell myself to push harder, almost to the point of Insanity - I always tell myself to go 'above and beyond' to reach for the things others do not see...that is my motto - my motto is one of innovation and true courage...understanding and EXPECTING Resistance; understanding that for every action there will be at some point, an equal and opposite Re-action... Yes, I understand the bodies of science - the governing bodies of truth but I also have been blessed to See PAST  Illusion...

...And though  I often dwell in darkness, it is light I seek - a diversion from the mayhem; the final partition to true balance is awaiting me... and - though I may not know all of the specifics... I do know that this stubborn mental battle of mine..this spiritual warfare upon whom the greatest of dark deities have imagined upon me - is a final mental plateau - it is the one that precedes the greatest moments of renewal - the greatest ascension I can ever imagine...

Herbs to Prevent Serotonin (5-HT) Induced High Blood Pressure and Counter-Act Anti-Depressant GastroIntestinal Side-Effects

5–HT (serotonin) is a neurotransmitter present mostly in the gut but also in the heart (atrium), brain and other peripheral organs. Serotonin is thought to play a large role in blood pressure regulation and in sustained amounts may lead to high blood pressure. 

Two particular extracts are shown to exhibit anti-hypertensive (hypotensive, blood pressure decreasing) effects; Korean Ginseng and Ginger root extract.

Read this paper HERE as it holds a lot of key information.

Additionally, Ginger a major component of (Rikkunshi-to); a Japanese Kampo Medicine - is shown to help alleviate gastrointestinal side-effects of anti-depressant medications such as Fluvoxamine (LUVOX). < SEE STUDY HERE >

Ginger also helps to reduce nausea and vomiting caused by SSRI-drugs and other causes; including those related to over-active nerves. It acts as a 5-HT3 antagonist; with high selectivity in enteric nerves (gut) but there is evidence it may affect brain receptors as well which may explain it's beneficial effects against anxiety and depression(!) (!). Ginger as seen in the first link also acts as a natural serotonin 5-HT2B antagonist ; which explains it's ability to alleviate serotonin induced hypertension as much of the contractile effect of serotonin is done through 5-HT2B receptors.

NOTE : Both of the below herbs; either alone or in combination with each other can ALSO reduce or alleviate side-effects from OTHER HERBS and natural compounds if they take the above forementioned pathway...in other words - Ginger can help stop or reduce 5-HTP side-effects while preserving the benefits! It can also help reduce side-effects from other serotonergic herbs such as Kanna extract.  :)

My recommended Ginger product is below - it is the highest quality of it's kind imHo!

                                                               


My favorite Korean Ginseng extract is below - though expensive; it is certainly worth it! When it comes to Ginseng - cheap is not better..too many companies use cheap ginseng extracts already...would you rather have the synthetic stuff spiked into Arizona drinks and energy drinks which doesn't even partition a significant amount of the effect (Caffeine does most of it) or TRULY experience what REAL GINSENG feels like!?