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Tuesday, August 25, 2015

REVIEW : 'TopExtracts' Syrian Rue 20:1 Extract (Penganum Harmala) REVIEW


After my last vendor / shop (heavenly products) stopped selling Syrian Rue - I had to look for a new one. One hopefully as potent or more potent than the one before.  I've never written a formal review on ANY Syrian Rue product until now. The main reason is simply because I never really took it for any more than 3 days at time..and it was mainly for euphoric and / or augmentation purposes.

First , I am going to quickly go over the mechanism of action of this remarkable plant. It's a pharmacologically active psychotropic herbal substance. It functions in three main ways; in part due to the harmala alkaloids present.

By these actions , it is expected to provide both wakefulness and a strong mood lift. It also has some cognition-enhancing effects and can be considered a nootropic, though perhaps one a little less known on average than say - racetams etc

1. As an MAO-A inhibitor (!) (Monoamine Oxidase TYPE A) ; this results in the elevation of brain dopamine, norepinephrine and serotonin...the results are a mood lift and central stimulation. This pathway is also responsible for the extracts appetite suppressant effects. (and believe me, they're there..I didn't eat for nearly the whole day on it)

2.)  As a histamine methyltransferase inhibitor (!) ; stopping the breakdown of histamine in the brain and body leading to enhanced histamine release and function. (this is probably why it is very good at keeping you awake for long-hours, slightly less potent than modafanil in this regard)

Histamine functions as a powerful regulator of neuropeptides and it is one of the strongest wake-promoting neurotransmitters in the brain; hence why antihistamines tend to produce sedation, rue will do the opposite and may help lower the sedative properties of antihistamines.

3.) As an AcHe Inhibitor (!)  - this stops the breakdown of acetylcholine; leading to improved acetylcholine levels and reversal of anticholinergic effects as well as memory improving and wakeful properties.


Let me get into the taste..and by the way I confirm this is DEFINITELY genuine Syrian Rue and the shop owner is a very nice guy and definitely reasonable.


                                                 TASTE 


  • Syrian Rue is a pleasant, fairly subtle taste - it goes great in tea and you won't hardly notice it. It's a little hard to describe , but it doesn't have any bitter or pungent properties that would offset most people. It for some reason, actually makes water taste more refreshing. 
  • I s'pose if I had to make a comparison it's like a very very light coffee type taste..but even more subtle than that to be honest.
  • I hear of all these horror stories about it tasting horrible, but honestly, I wasn't bothered by it..and I think that it's subjective but also dependent on the source. 


                                            EFFECTS 
  • Took 1 gram the first day, some might call this a lot..but honestly, Didn't notice too much other than some slight stimulation and color acquisition/emphasis...I did have a clearer head..
  • Did 1.5 grams the second day, twice...once in the morning and once at night...Mainly because I had an important project I was working on that night...you definitely won't sleep on this stuff!
  • The effects were more notable on the second dose for w/e reason..noticeable alertness, a sense of euphoria - a sense of stimulation..but a calm stimulation - similar to the mighty enthusiasm you have as a kid...everything is just brighter - and more 'connectable', if that makes sense.
  • The ability to recall things is notably enhanced..stuff I normally wouldn't think to be useful came at me at a much quicker rate on the third day - where I continued with 1.5 grams except thrice. ( morning , evening, night ). Ironically, I actually got to sleep easily ...but I also took a small amount of Ashwagandha after I was done with what Work was left that night.
  • The fourth day was much more appealing, I did 3 grams twice...once in the morning, once at night...  I DO NOT RECOMMEND NEWBIES'S USE THIS DOSAGE!! I am an experienced herbal researcher so I know my body and it's sensitivity to various chemicals with different MAO's... I've been doing this for years so I know what is placebo and what is not.
  • Anyway, so the effects on the fourth day were a super noticeable euphoria during the day time..about 30 mins after taking it - a supreme motivation and completely invigorating sense of smell, taste and hearing... it just made everything so much more enjoyable ...I was also much more talkative (but not in a manic way).  Normally, I somewhat hate the day time.
  • The night dose that evening was spectacular! I was pumped and got a workout in - a long and hard one and my endurance, though normally very high - was almost limitless on this dose!
  • It was sooo easy to creep into the 'zone' and the endorphin rush was absolutely elegant. 
  • The effects didn't wear off and I didn't get to sleep til 4.30 am..but this was amazing!
  • It was like I was in a whole nuther world - just completely focused and yet determined and fully immersed..with workout music it is even better ;)
  • My heart rate was a little faster than usual at first, but it balanced out...again, I have a high tolerance for stimulants in general so others should use less than me..most likely.
  • The fifth day was a work day - and boy was I ever on task...there was no 'sighs' everything was even more routine, no negative thoughts..no nothing bad..just move-forward and complete..to be fair it wasn't excrutiating work; mainly just ripping boxes up and moving a bunch of heavy stuff..but the point is - no hesitation.. no negativity, not one complain..though I never really complain - I just do things...without questioning much.
  • Everything is routine - and beyond management..it puts your mental endurance on super mode just like the physical!
  • Was not jittery but just more talkative..also , I didn't use any coffee before hand, but today I did have a small cup - but not enough to dramatically affect the Rue and this doesn't explain any of the extra effects seeing as I drink coffee every day...several times a day..but today I didn't even feel the need to drink more than 1 cup - which is very unusual for me and a huge reinforcement / justification of the potent harmala alkaloids.
  • Continued at 3 grams the next few day, twice a day. Effects built up - since this was the second day of doing the same thing..to be fair I noticed a minor tremor in my hands..but nothing severe, at this point I decided not to take anymore and lower the dosage for the next day...mind was on point all day and extra'intellectual..creativity was on par with enhanced acquistion..amazing stuff!
  • The product worked well afterwards at 2.5 grams twice a day - this was enough to level it out etc
  • As a last & highly important/prominent note, the plant is a ridiculous appetite suppressant - most days I ate one meal or two at most!
  • Effects are consistent since it raises noradrenaline, histamine and serotonin - the body's chief appetite suppressant neurotransmitters. Regarding the histamine effects, no negatives, a little itching here and there but nothing severe...no breathing issues etc 


ALL IN ALL RATING 
5/5
   FLAWLESS, very subtle taste, excellent effects.. in my opinion and experience - the best Syrian Rue product I've tried! (I've tried 5 different vendors altogether)
  Guy offers the most bang for your buck as well! Very Reasonable!



Syrian Rue can be bought at the top extracts site - I've put the link below.
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Sunday, August 23, 2015

The Only True Hacker is One Who Hacks Everything; Not Just Computers

Life hacks, Brain Hacks, Signal Hacks, Wig hacks, Appearance hacks, TV hacks, psychological hacks...the list goes on!

A true hacker understands the necessity of diversity. A true hacker is not narrow-minded - but is always eager to learn. A true hacker embraces his passion as if it were his soul. Think about it; but don't think too hard.

Do you honestly think the most dangerous people in the world are those with a limited skill set..? Even if you are a computer-genius-hacker you have to at some point understand mathematical operations and you must have more than a 'good head on your shoulders' - a genius hacker is one who truly thinks outside of the box but in the realm legit application. He hovers outbound only to gain Insight into ideas, and obtain serenity within knowledge.

Moreover, 'hacking' does not really mean intruding into another's computer or network infrastructure - though it is a word used erroneously to describe such events.

Hacking is Analysis and Modification based on that analysis. Modification of systems, hardware, anything from boats to cab systems or even your garden hose can be hacked.
However, when you truly 'master' the hacking of one thing - you will find that attempting to master another device or environment is much more difficult - a whole new face...a whole new world...so it truly takes a MAGNIFICENT amount of memory retention and a strong resilience to either avoid or learn from the mistakes of another hacker.

If you are a self-professed computer / network hacker and you don't take care of your body and mind..eventually your abilities will slip or will just never progress into something better, something more expansive!

Hence the popularity of "brain-hacking" both within government officials and scientists and in the general population. Brain-hacking is a bizarre world for some who may consider it cliche or outlandish. 


But...it works, and that's why people do it!


If you don't keep your brain cells going and supercharging new synapses you are going to have a ~hack of a time~ (but not a good hack) moving forward and truly becoming the best at what you do...so get on it!

Finally, whether it's your washer, dryer, your Lawn mower or w/e...these things that are either essential or semi-essential - they demand hacking!

If you take apart a lawn-mower - this isn't exactly just common sense...it's also a specific knowledge that protrudes better with experience as opposed to just Insight...and it involves specific analysis which is not garnered by a lack of attention any more than it is off the Internet!

If you don't have knowledge of TV menu's  and / or you want to add captions to the movie/TV show and don't know how - guess what?

You'll have to look it up and / or call somebody - but if you teach yourself everything you can possibly know then you are able to CUSTOMIZE your TV - even that is minor hacking!

I could go on and on forever - everything can be hacked - even shit you think can't be hacked...like ant brains, or perhaps laundry soap - these obscure things such as using a multitude of chemicals to produce certain ' smells ' is chemical hacking..a bit off from biochemistry but not really!

Turning a smoke grenade's smoke red or green - even that is hacking!
A 'lower' level of technology perhaps - but indeed something that many wouldn't know how to do!

So lemme finalize with this ....


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{Bible 101} : Synonyms / Alternative Names Used to Describe 'Anti-Christ'

First off, let me clarify something. This is to set the record straight - I am writing this article purely to make it easier for those who wish to study the Bible. I think people deserve to know all of the references and their placeholders in 'end times'. So instead of swimming in the mud puddle of 'interpretations' and erroneous statements; let's get right to the point!

The 'Anti-Christ' never really appears in a 'human' form - rather it is referred to as a sort of subjective spirit that travels from host to host(!).

It also describes a system; one that counter-values the ideologies of Christ or depreciates him to a human/non-human level. The Anti-Christ is never mentioned as a person - only as a system (Government) and { Spirit }.

The Anti-Christ spirit inhabits the finale world leader / False Prophet ; grooming him until it is his time to take over. 

Therefore the PERSON whom is misconstrued as the 'anti-christ' but really goes by other names - the evil man whom would murder hundreds of thousands of people and would exceed all other evils on Earth.

Anyway, here are all alternative names / synonyms for anti-christ / False Prophet. Clicking the name's will lead you to the Bible verse relevant by version and context.


Saturday, August 22, 2015

Symptoms of High / Excess Progesterone in Men (References Included)

High progesterone levels have a lot of health implications in men. Excess progesterone can occur by means of genetic abnormalties and by the use of certain medications and even herbal supplements.

Excess progesterone symptoms in men generally include.


  • Memory Issues (1)
  • Loss of muscle strength and decreased 'tone' and definition.(2)
  • Passivity / Lack of Motivation. (3)
  • Darkened areola (dark nipples). (4)
  • Gynecomastia (male breast growth) (5)
  • Erectile Dysfunction (6).
  • Low libido (7) (!)
  • Lack of confidence, nervousness, social anxiety(8)
  • Bloating; water retention and disserviced sodium allocation. (9) (10)
  • High E2 symptoms such as emotional lability and fluctuating mood as well as puffy/irritated nips and increased chest fat deposits(11)
  • Symptoms of serotonin excess (!).


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Is Progesterone Cream / Treatment Worth it For Men?

Progesterone is a steroid hormone found in both men and women; it interacts with Sigma2 Receptors and is thus considered a "neurosteroid'(1) (2).
Some sites are promoting the hormone treatment to be nearly a panacea for men - but this is largely 'pseudoscience' looking to promote their their products.

This does not mean however, that progesterone isn't needed in men nor does it infer uselessness. The problem is however - that the dosages are often given by product manufacturer's as a general guideline..but many times not taking into account that progesterone is one of the most variable and sometimes unpredictable hormones - and without taking genetics into consideration..progesterone can cause more harm than good.

One such example which highlights the irony of the promotional behavior behind progesterone; is the claim that it can protect men from estrogen dominance...
While in small amounts it can indeed help with this, it is again, based on the individual and should not be assessed based on hormone values alone. Furthermore, too much progesterone causes estrogen dominance in men , in part by inhibiting DHT production(3) and by affecting the thyroid(4).

Progesterone also has anti-gonadotrophic effects; essentially this means it can reduce your natural production of all sex hormones - this seems to occur by antagonizing N-type calcium currents(5) (6).


Because N-type calcium currents increase the excitability of neurotransmitters located directly on the gonadotropic neuronal networks - they are essential to initial and continuing sex hormone production.

 N-type calcium channels are also necessary for the production of nitric oxide - a powerful neurotransmitter which helps to regulate oxygen delivery and nutrient availability. N-type calcium currents are therefore necessary for all aspects of male sexual function; primarily in arousal / erection and also empowering the libido(sexual desire)(7) (8).

Taking the above into account infers that progesterone can actually decrease general well-being, sexual function and presumably; workout pumps as well(9).

This has been mentioned and reported several times in men using progesterone or like compounds...deleterious effects on mood have been noted as well(10)(11).



       PROGESTERONE AND GYNO (Male Breast Growth)



Progesterone has been seen in some cases - to cause gynecomastia instead of alleviating it. Progesterone therefore is not recommended nor have 'stable' studies been performed justifying progesterone's purported anti-gyno effects(12) (13).

                                     OTHER NOTES
Progesterone can reduce the effects of stimulants and thus, theoretically can reduce the ability of such compounds to incur fat loss. High progesterone in men is associated with increased risk of Diabetes and other metabolic disorders! (14)

Progesterone may also increase the risk of gingivitus and other gum diseases - great care should be taken in those using any form of progesterone cream or product(15).

One final note - it has been implied both in  scientific and presumptuous contexts - that high progesterone in men may lead to an increased proclivity to same sex relations and thus contribute to the idiopathic or non-idiopathic development of psychiatric-physiological homosexuality(16).

 Taking all of the above into consideration - I do not recommend any form of progesterone treatment in men unless it is absolutely sure that there is a deficiency in the hormone, moreover multiple blood tests should be performed and the basis for using progesterone in men should not be determined by single-incident blood reports.

Overall, andractim is a much safer alternative to treat gynecomastia in men. It has not been shown to cause any significant side-effects and can boost quality of life more than almost any other hormone therapy(17) (18) (19).
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Friday, August 21, 2015

The Bridge to Sanity : A Road of Collisions

Oftentimes when we feel like we've hit a standstill - or things couldn't get worse - these moments wherein are clouded by rumination...and we wouldn't even be surprised if things got worse.

But sometimes a little bit of what others call 'Insanity' is actually the bridge to sanity. There is no royal treatment for the clinically insane but there is a tendency amongst most with a good eye - to accept the visually appealing..the aesthetic. So how do we hit 'rock-bottom' and yet still continue when the most untimely disappointments or conflicts arise?

We follow our hearts and instincts...at the very least we learn something.

The edge of true willpower is to make the last 2% of our strength the percent that actually matters...whether your conflict is partially your fault or not, or based on loss of a loved one / tragedy  - one thing is important above all else!

That we don't lose ourselves in the process; that we still have a sense of dignity. 

To arise from our distress and to come out alright despite hardships..this is the brightest side of humanity; the broken people who have sealed their wounds shut, realizing that they (wounds) are trespasser's of our conscience when we dig the wounds back up again. These reminders should be proof of our strength, not our weakness...yet then some of us declare this an 'impure' strength, as if we should blame ourselves for everything..that if we boost ourselves up - that we will be criticized for being arrogant or unsympathetic...
Or we criticize ourselves...

Normally I would drag these types of write-ups on for pages..but this time I am just going to post two videos that sum up 'the next step' - one clean of dishonor and one that is not susceptible to the blind critics. 


Tuesday, August 18, 2015

How to 'Detect' An Unfaithful Woman before Meeting them (Ways to Identify Cheaters)

Once more I am here to educate the world on some of the more obscure concepts of psychology - "Psychology 101" doesn't exactly meet the criteria when all that is given are the basics, does it? (lol)

You see, its not about facts or logic when detecting certain 'personalities' - it's about APPLICATION. In order to understand who we interact with ; we must be able to apply the concepts/precepts we have learned. Application does not require a physical action - but rather observation and insight. 

With that being said - I will make this as short as possible. 

I've heard of several unsubstantiated arguments as to why a woman would cheat and a lot of them fall short of both scientific validity and even logical validity. 

A couple of the urban-spillovers one might see posted or uttered in social situations include.


  • "You don't got the money and the cars."
  • "You ain't layin the dick right"
  • "You're pompous"
  • "It's bc your not confident enough."
  • "You are not shallow enough"

These are all very droll but very narrow remarks and can't be used to explain the deviants of society who have self-programmed themselves to 'cheat' regardless if all of the above are fulfilled (or aren't) ...trust me fellas, some ladies can have the 'ideal' guy - even one whom is close to the epitome of perfection and still not be loyal. 

Of course, if he does have power and money then the chances of unfaithful on the woman's part are MUCH less likely. 

However the ways to identify the consistent 'cheaters' and such in this modern era are the following. 

  • She is or appears to be emotional unstable, or comes from a broken family.
  • She is into drugs and / or alcohol.
  • She has a proclivity to 'novelty seeking' - the female variant which includes the thought process of 'desiring the best of both worlds'.
  • She is materialistic or enjoys love only when she is fulfilled by material things as well..in other words - prerequisites are a 'necessary' to the relationship even if not overtly so or immediately made apparent. 
  • She rants on facebook almost every other day and enjoys arguing, drama, and is generally just full of herself.
  • Her mood is consistently on edge - not to reflect back to #1 but to expand by saying 'she enjoys a specific partition of instability' as in 'dwelling' on emotions such as anger and resentment.
  • She dresses provocatively at times where she shouldn't.
  • She is obsessed with other forms of 'styling' and admires 'model' personalities and aspires to only high-ranking positions. 


All females are very transparent if you know how to separate your own desires (sex drive, love etc) and use analysis whilst being patient..in other words - be in your head but also out of your head...you need to be able to semi-multi-task when in person but before meeting her - depending on HOW you meet or WHERE you've seen her - you can also analyze her beforehand. 

Such a shame that so many fellas fall for some dumb brawd who has no intention of being faithful and fits into any of the above degradations of humanity...oh, and one more thing. Hold yourself intellectually but those females who do not appreciate intelligence often have something to hide..they often are afraid of being analyzed. It does not make you any less of a man to be selective with the types of females you date/hookup with and instead it shows you have standards...true 'alpha-males' should strive for nothing less than perfection - and as such my conquest is always highlighted by such...enjoy your week my friends!


Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Science is in the Eye of the Beholder; but in the Mouth of the Professor (AMx ReBorN)

Analysis is given based on what we can see - it doesn't always include Insight; but often calls for it. 
Likewise those with a strong familiarity in a given field; those who have taken more than just an interest but as well a passion - these are the beholding geniuses. They are the people who do not strive on desire or neuroticism alone but rather those who have developed an almost cold passion for the given subject. One not colorless but one that is patient and yet consuming. Your science is my blindness, but my science is not your place to be . Those who flood themselves with knowledge and make it a point - NOT  to others but to THEMSELVES  become masters of their area of interest / subject field. 

Those with relatively benign encounters with scientific individuals or those who go after small bits of information based on a one-time bout of curiosity do not develop the strongest proclivity to their field. Because it can't just relate to oneself to develop that sort of consistency. Those who 'catch on' and DO NOT obsess over this mental mirage "so many know about this stuff, what difference would it be If I know when I can just ask" can be inclined to find things that others do not - and have a chance to be successful...you can't always be worried about competition - and you shouldn't compete unless you know for SURE that...


  • You have an advantage or new ideas COUPLED with the education or familiarity in order to make a level-headed argument.  (you must identify  to a degree, lean in acceptability)
  • You do not let your emotions dictate the reasons behind your theories and therefore you do not have a biased or imbalanced argument.

I see a lot of potential in many people who write but vocally their stuff  'feel's quite narrow and would be perceived by some as 'autistic' or 'child-like' - simply because there is a lack of organization in their writing and an apparent lack of of control in the beginning statements. 

Blogger's, school attendee's or even some fairly established personna's often make these same mistakes - and not because necessarily that they aren't intelligent but because they have a lack of coherency in part due to emotional voids and the power of those emotions to 'want' instead of the patience to 'consume'. 

Hence the reasons behind Einstein's arguments being not necessarily equivalent to say, Ghandhi. (although both are very wise and make excellent points)
People feel more inclined to accept brevity as sharp intellect, because indeed.





So concise wording is imperative in order to reach a 'higher' level of esteem but also to have affinity to outlets which abide in the motto of "innovation". They who provide such necessary attraction in which rancor can not reside even in those formerly having the strongest disagreement with the delivering entity. In other words - the opposing side can attract minds not easily swayed simply by presenting the right argument, in the 'right' form. 

Easily invigorating the multitudes by simply performing a highlighting contrast to arguments that look more scattered and hopeless.



Now back to the point - all of this was sort of an abstract or detail-oriented way of picking your brains and getting you to absorb rather than REabsorb what others have said while they are busy cutting corners in their topics. It is meant to get you to understand the difference between one who takes enthusiasm and one who is literally, an expert in their field...hence why science can be in the eye of the beholder whilst in the mouth of the professor. The professor; the teacher - he is the one is entitled to respect and is suitable to hold scientific teaching in his words alone..not without former argument necessarily - but he is the one with the edge that has a higher capacity to reel in crowds who may not go with the 'new' if anyone else had spoken about it. The teacher is the wise and is NOT respected BECAUSE of his credentials or 'paperwork' alone but because of the ATTITUDE, the discipline in which forms his confidence...it's because teachers have seen the whole picture and 'learners' are much less likely to grasp things if in too 'free' of an environment..

This does NOT mean that you NEED a license to 'teach' - but best believe if you don't have credentials you will have to sound like you do. You will have to supersede by means of your 'collective' wisdom and most of all - your fervent and timely application of such knowledges.

You must be like a homing missle but one with a rough exterior. Nothing short of amazing.

Most of all, you must set yourself up with ideas that can be somewhat bridged to current evidence (but not copied word for word; paralleled) or teachings and you must be patient whilst you endeavor to create your first small bit of following.

Everything in life has an algorithm, a strategy; if you can not identify WHO you are talking to then your words are meaningless. You can not simply appraise yourself and expect results - you must follow a familiar code and in time - when it is right, deliver innovation and remarks that cause those in your midst to think deeply.

Resolutions also come by good spirit  - and thus it is necessary to 'help' others for more than just leverage, because other wise men can sense a strayer right away.

So deleting your conscience is a 'false' code and likely will not allow you to prosper unless your vision and vigilance can supersede the lack of emotional connection...in other words, you understand the hearts of others and the points they are trying to get at. You understand them and know how to "actively react" to them.

So therein lies the challenge - not everyone will make it ; not everyone will prosper..but the ones who are determined to rise up to the dilemma's and confusion and obfuscated or erroneous CONCLUSIONS - then ostracizing AND replacing them with something more logical but beautiful - these are the real winners. It's also hearty to note that EVEN professors and experts are still always learning, and nothing is quite tangible and even if you argue some things or knowledges are there will always be those who debate against the point.

The difference between enthusiasts, beholders, bro-scientists, geeks and professors or teachers is that professors and teachers don't use only their emotions and are not situationally proficient by definition but adaptable to each new situation..they are flexible, disciplined and incredibly diverse and maintain this because their head is not merely inclined to receive such information; it lives in it.

IN : difference between enthusiasm and expertise, science is in the eye of the beholder, whereby we declare our vision by intellect

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Faith and Solace : A New Direction Is Revealed


"An important time is not one defined by our own meaning; but rather by the moments that lead to an unforgettable road. The spirit of the moment therefore is not fully realized until until we see where we've come from and why such roads have converged to allow us the opportunities held today."       
                         ~AMx ReBorN~



I often have asked myself the same question...
Why things that happen are never what they seem. 

Truth is - we are incapable of knowing the core reason - because our Insight is limited by what we already know. Any perceived foresight is distorted because we often either engage in doubt or in narrow consolidation . 
Indeed, our opportunities are seen in their 'whole picture' when we stop doubting and take the step we don't want to take - the hardest step...the step includes sacrifice. In sacrifice we are made whole again. We realize the truth for what it is - and that everything must not be seen in the way we want it to be depicted - because as humans we are horrendously perfect at seeing only what has been fed to us by the eyes of ignorance. Or by our own perception we are defied. When rumination takes over, we often take ourselves into a further darkness by choosing not to escape it. Because reality is often hard to swallow, but it's more difficult when multiple events have arisen seemingly to our destruction. It shatters our character, but it's only after we rebuild our character that we see how far we've come. As such, I believe that if we maintain our sufficiency that we are all capable AND deserving of earning or gaining twice as much as we had before...then shall we call for it?


We should.

We should expect a better outcome than what everyone else can see. So many people can and will choose ignorance and blindness. So tearing your dreams up because of someone else's disbelief or arrogance is the true stub in our journey.

Then there's the moment of what we would call true clarity, when we start to think we see clarity and yet it co-occurs with the depths of despair...then we analyze the words of others..we start to say 'it's too good to be true' - and indeed, perhaps some things are..but if you really want something you have to dismiss the despair and the false clarity that is meant only to bring us down. You have to go beyond hope, and you must then declare all thoughts of your dream never happening to be the real 'imposters' it is only through this sincere form of courage , only through this act of faithful consolidation that we can infuse ourselves and our lives with all the tools necessary to obtain. We have so many more chances than we would like to believe - but the true obstruction comes when we neglect our hopes in vain; often after we receive 'mark' that seems to be a confirmation that sais 'no way, it's not happening'. 

Or when someone else brings us down .

We need to counter-act the fuels of disappointment and prevent them from stemming into something much more dramatic; such as desperation. 

Instead, picture the disappointment dissolving into a consuming light. As crazy as it sounds , believe that, if you are in the right direction - that this negativity may not last...

I don't encourage people to be unrealistic, but the irony is much of the time what we call 'logic' is really selling ourselves short from our dreams - because of the distorted view in which we see, even ourselves.

Strength does not come to us by someone elses will alone - but the recognition of our own strength - the depths of which has been clouded by 'wordly logic' instead of faithful logic. 

So it may seem as though I keep stressing the same point, in different manners. I'm really just showing you all that you all have the power to do things that no one else has ever done..every last one who reads this can be inspired - and not because of what I say alone..but because fragments of my self - emanations - are intent on delivering you the 'inner look' to your true selves...so it's time to take the masks off - whether you have lingered in clubs all of your life, spent countless hours partying or doing whatever you do - This does not mean it is WHO you are - so stop selling yourselves short because of what sufficiency you have found in your life thus far - assume that you will find more after the moment you decide to leave what is so familiar to you. The moment you decide to explore the unknown , the moment curiosity is a moment of hope...a glimpse of another life...a passion - a power that we all have in order to find something of a higher conscience and value.

And for God's sake do not utter the following phrases to yourselves, when you and I both know that being human is enough to say that you can, and will be above them.


  • I'm a loser.
  • I'm just a wannabe.
  • I'll never go anywhere with my life.
  • I'm a failure.
  • I'm a horrible person.

As easy as it is to give in to these statements, as much as they sound true, they are only a reflection of the moment; meant to bring you down. YOU can bring yourself up. You are worth more than those statements - now it may take a day, or a week, or a month to become in a better state of mind  - but we all live life through waning progress and through differentiation of our emotions. The difference is believing when there is no evidence to believe, that is true faith. 

And yes, you are deserving of divine love even when you think you aren't...no road is easy, but they are all manageable - as long as your separate the distress and declare yourself the victor over it - no matter how unrealistic it may seem.  No matter the significance or respect of others who speak against your tone and belief. No matter how many adversaries; real or imagined. Never.Back.Down. Be one with your dreams - and do not merely hope but challenge yourself to find the tools, thoughts and opportunities that others are too blind to see.





 Therefore I will end this post with the following. 



~AM x ReBorN~





Sunday, August 2, 2015

An Effectual Means of Disassembling the 'Wired' Demons : Fighting Demonic Programming

Our minds are the most intelligent on Earth - as humans, we are committed to identification. We often strive for this either in the context of our own identities , or in reeling in the description of others...but simplifying it.

Yet as a whole, we have often failed at ridding the excess litter from our minds. We struggle with sanity when we are  at a cross-roads , but one near to success. This struggle includes anticipation. Anticipation is often an unkindly fear , and one that neglects to tell us of it's 'logical fallacies'...for example, say we are looking forward to a date...and our significant other / date hasn't responded within the 10 minutes that he/she said would respond within...anticipation can be grounds to worry and panic. 

A bit of logic would declare that perhaps the person quickly picked up the phone, or was looking for something they lost. Then we may justify in our head, that 'it's not that hard to pick up a phone and text'...this leads to consuming panic. Warrantless assumptions by those eager and in awe. This does not mean that there is no chance that something else hasn't gone wrong ...but it does signify a contrast in timing preferences;  in rigorous  VS approximation. 


Don't decay the free spirited.


Now, how does this relate to demons?

I believe demons are a specific input and one that depends on how much 'programming' we are receptive to. The world of hasty, imperative and malicious demons is one that shuns the peaceful coalitions of humanity and one that represses 'true' prosperity.

In them, our greatest paranoia emerges and envelops our inner peace. So it does not matter whether you are diagnosed with a certain issue or not...the rate and variation to how people REACT while anticipating something comes , in part, by what we have learned, and most of all - by the level of consciousness we possess. To disassemble demonic forces, we must take a broader approach than most of us care to think of. 




Demonic power manipulates electrical signals  in our brain...and IF The dark spirit is heavily integrated into our psychological architecture then the demon has the capacity to actually ALTER OUR DNA - and some people may even have splices replaced with demonic DNA. Yes, that's right , demons have their own DNA! That is why when man goes bad, he goes really bad! You see, because the worst, most "evil" people always hold some of the traits described in the Bible; unscrupulous actions; deceit, violence, and a lack of regard or conscience. Additionally, acting as an idol or one that idolizes, one that finds excuse to commit or permit evil...this is spiritual-genetic-influences.

What we should do, is aim to be healthy; both physically and mentally...this gives less room for manipulation by demons. Therapy does not help unless the person is 'open to suggestion' - but it often doesn't even account for 40% of successful recovery / abolition of major mental health issues. One thing we must do, is protect ourselves from excitotoxicity.

As for some general guidelines to do this. 

  • Don't drink soda.
  • Stay away from 'diet' products; especially those containing aspartame.
  • Do not overdose on certain vitamins.
  • Study neurology or at least research it, the brain is complex but the closer we are to understanding it - the more equipped we are to dealing with our problems.
  • Don't over work yourself, but find a passion in life. Do what you enjoy.
  • Practice meditation and stress relief techniques.
  • Use aromatherapy or essential oils to combat the quick-moving susceptible thoughts.


                                                            


Now for the second part - daily prayer in coordination with proper biological 'relaxants' - preferably the natural kind..is the key to utmost serenity., 

Once you establish that you have taken the edge off, then you can establish a higher consciousness. This however does not mean you can not be anxious and yet have Insight - in  fact..sometimes our most unpleasant forms of stimulation can yield great results; demonstrating our true intellect and possibly creativity. We all respond to anxiety differently. We do need to stop feeding it and start channeling it. That's the key.

If you've watched the movie Rocky Balboa or any of it's successors then you know exactly what I mean by channeling what would be called 'deficits' into productivity..and victory. ;)



You can sit there and think that you are a failure , at a disadvantage, or flawed - but the strongest people choose , even strenuosly - to take the little courage we have ...that small piece that sais "I can overcome this" - and make it happen! It's not about expecting ourselves to beat pessimism, nor about pretending to be perfect , it's about moving forward!

Thereby if you consider even a small portion of yourself to be that brilliant hero, or successful business man or woman -but you feel you can't unlock it - then maybe it is just because you are engaging that feeling too much - instead of saying to yourself "I will unlock it" - "this is my day to shine!". I know that by experience and by observation, there are a lot of anxious, even depressed people who have so much strength . That KNOW they have so much strength - but they just can't face the looming shadow ; the overpowering emotions.
They remember the greatest times when it can occur naturally, but in the depths of despair - they have made a departure from themselves, even...

I do know so many strong-willed people, people who have battled depression for years and still keep going..they still keep moving forward..because they know that even in the moments where they feel ever-consumed, like there is nothing to live for - they are winners..and not just against themselves, but against a tragic battle that most of us can not even imagine. That is resilience folks, that is empowerment - that is true strength...if your endeavors succeed - even if it takes years to find your place and find yourself ; then you have become more disciplined than many will ever experience, because of their blindness.

And for that reason I will quote one of Bruce Lee's most memorable and inspiring themes.